Who I Am

Ya know.. we all need to figure ourselves out every once in awhile.. we all need to find who we are.. and for those of you labeling me.. well this is for you..

haha so listen up America, open ur fuckin ears son, i got somethin to say to ya, so listen up, just cuz im not another, homicidal mind with a, handgun some say imma, criminal hiding subliminal, hidden messages and all, such things in my songs, others think im a cocky teen shitting on, others, to live a dream, dont know right from wrong, and behind the scenes, chokin back on tears, like oceans eplodin into rain drops rollin, on my window sill, and still after all these, years its like the cheers, been sucked outta my veins, when in reality, im just a player, playin better, sayin watever, cuz im the m v p, and the lessons layed out for me, have kept my name outta shame, and my head from bein down, cuz bitch rap is my game, and nah i aint stallin, im ballin like lebraun, mu'fuckin james, ill rape ya on the court, like modonna in new york, drop bombs on ya like the stork, droppin basterds on your porch, and of course my raps are raw, bitch i dont thaw or defrost, i shave the ice off, with a fuckin chainsaw, shits so fuckin rare, its still got the fuckin skin on, and'll maw ya like a bear, are ya scared, good pussy beware, ur in my town now, nah man aint no laws here, i stand tall in all my verses, like the fountain in the mall, i go down, i come back up and make mountains look fuckin small, but no way to shut me off, bitch go ahead cut the power, but nobody will ever stop, me ill bust through the top, of this rusted ceiling, like americas most want-,ed and imma villian, just chillin killin, millions of children, women and men, i be stealin billions of your towers, as if they were diamonds, and broadcasting fuck offs, to all the cops and adults, and the rest of ya'll cock suckers, who think cuz imma teen, i aint smart and dont think before i talk, just some fuckin kid, talkin shit, lackin the kno-,wledge to back up his sense, better back up some steps, before ya set me off again, yes im aware of the con-,sequences bitches ive been, sittin on the benches watchin yall, fuck up and fail, but now its my shot, so ya better surrender, cuz i aint backin down now, im cock-in the barrel, and firin til the shit gets too hott, like sprintin in the dessert in shitty woollen socks, bitches dont like wat im spittin, then just suck my cock, cuz you cant fuckin rock, hip hop the way i stomp the yard, you can search the whole deck of cards, but i got all four aces, in the sleeves of my arms, like im the only vegetarian, in a room full of carnivores, im feedin ya'll vegeburgers, so you can fuckin starve ya whores, but of course, if ya want some more, meat to eat, for a nice lil treat, then i got some ya'll can beat, til it spits its salty men of the sea, like how im spittin these beats, covers ya head to feet, bonapetite bitches hehe, and for desert ya can step in some concrete, and sleep with the fishes, cant stand the heat?, then quit your bitchin, get the fuck outta the kitchen, i aint kiddin around, this is my three ring curcus, you cunts are the clowns, ya best be, sittin wen i say sit, or i be, whippin ya like family pigs, haha bitch whos laughin now, and dont call me dick, cuz my name aint richard, prick would be more appropriate, im the thorn in your ass, scream if it hurts, nah i aint a viking, but ive still gon beserk, just call me jonny cash, i walk the line as thin as your ass crack, ya sure im an acrobat, like a sewer rat, raised by aristocats, just to grab gats and bats, and rebel against the basterds, my mouth is an arsonal, spittin arson with my words, gave the cat in the hat, a gasoline bath, lit up a match, threw in with him, as he began to splish and splash, fuck you dr. suess, ya ned ice for that burn, then settle your fuckin ass down, wait ur turn, get in the back of the line, take a number, wait behind half the town, it dont matter, where you at, this world imma burn, im prepared for combat, ya got that ya tirds, im like the rash on ur ass, you can scratch and scratch, but ill only grow, past your backs, til everyones pointin laugh-,in at ur embaressment, ur humilation, nah it aint a simulation, maybe a stimulation, from the burning of a nation, and all the grass ive burnt, torched the dirt, scorched this earth, turned my words into a hellstorm, i hold the crown now, wink at me with satan you flirt, bitches this my show, this act is only the first, speak up are ya dyin of thirst, from the fire singin, youll die before this verse, is over they've prepared a hurse, for wen you get scorched, by the flames that they disperce, well anyways im waitin, but you soundin like a frog or worse, i cant understand a single fuckin word, your sayin, so to hell wit ya, im snappin ya in half, like a crayon, throw ya into my firey lands, condemn you to an eternity, of givin hitler a lap dance, ya am i ridiculous? meticulously, an invinctive ass, watch your back, jack before i grab the axe, hack your sack, harder than u take it in the ass, you fuckin fags, listen up dont relax, im a maniac, with the nack, to snap like bats necks, at a black sab-,ath live act, your addicted to my raps, like a whore outta crack, like heroine to jack black, in tropical thunder im goin outta whack, like a vietnam flashback, im on the attack, hullucinating crazy shit, cuz ive gone bat shit insane, and its quite fun, i must say, im like the rain in may, ya know im always comin, and i aint ever goin away, got a problem then say it to my face, but dont piss me off, ill take ya outside, outta this place, so you can sample my fist, give me an example, of how it tastes bitch, it is what it is, and i didnt come from nothin, but i didnt come from grace, i was raised to behave, like a good suburban slave, to cave in to the new trends, to be kool, go to school, make new friends, get good grades, just a normal kid, doin normal shit, knows how to spit, is he crazy, does it make him insane, nah its just a normal phase, itll change, if not then we'll wash his brain, but i aint like everyone else, there are certain things, where im by myself, but the day i break from this shell, ill show you all my true self, and ill thank you for your help, you made me who i am today, like im jeans and your the belt, keep me up wen im goin down, with all the bullshit you tell, you think me crazed, and your the ones sayin, i need to be locked away in, a jail cell and, just for that im makin, the rest of your days hell, ive observed the world, and from wat i can tell, ive learned im tired of it, the terror, the product we sell, our true nature would make you sick, to ur stomach, shit your pants, if ya knew wat we did, to women and children, on a daily basis, so i chase this, to change this deranged bat shit insane, earth we've created, its been my fate since birth, its my gift hidden, in a curse, to blurt words, take away the hurt, from this blood soaked earth, we lurk on, by causin chaos with my songs, fight fire with fire, eye of the tiger, rocky punched with his right arm, but too wrongs dont make a right, but hell neither does bein a liar, and i tire of all the games, played with our heads, so instead of layin, dead in my death bed, or at least dying at best, breathin my last breath, push it out my chest, imma do wat i do, better than the rest, of you cock suckin fagets, til the shit leaves me dead, and even then, ill escapte the pearly gates, or lets be honest, i cant promise, ive been perfect, but either way, ill run away and come back where, to which i came, and with that bein said, there aint no stoppin me, my tide is risin higher, like water up to ur fuckin knees, above your heads like a star in the night, above the trees, a bird in the sky, flyin over a plane, my sword is my pen, ill make ya bleed ink, bitch this world is a blank page, im the mu'fuckin writer, feel privledged, your the fuel to my lighter, the reason i spit fire, the nail stuck in my tire, that never lets me stop, im on the road like ghost rider, u all are part of my story, every single one of ya, in this room, or car, or office, or bar, the setting isnt important, but its who we are, stars not so bright, diamonds in the rough, grownin up all our life, thinkin this is wat we want, but man this shit sux, im forgetting who i am, god damn, the only thing i know now is this jam, so i thank this music, its wat saved me from a grave, with out it id prolly lose it, its everything i am, i gave everthing i had, to it to create, soo much was at stake, but man you cant fight fate, damn im sorry to everyone, to all my fans your great, but ya gotta understand, we all go our own way, and just know i know wat im sayin, which is why you think, im just a J!NXx, u can all be hating, but ur shit'll never phase me, its the way my daddy raised me, no goin back now, this is who i am, so gaze and be amazed, at this unmasked clown, through with entertainin your asses, im flippin the ground upside down, standin on the clouds, play god for awhile, draw in a crowd with my smile, then gag and bound em, before they start russian like iran, the land we defile, catch a tan, on the sand, hotter than hell every season, victims of treason, just like us, killin without a reason, who gives a fuck, who has wat religion, wat you believe in, matters bout as much as color does, let em keep their oil, lets dig in alaska, no ocean to turn into a disaster, the ice would make the clean up faster, if it spills, like it did with the basterds, at bp couldnt think rational, enough and caused a diaster international, bashful or rashful, their just full of bullshit, they assholes, we are the crapper, soo if you think im just spittin, a rapper makin the decision, to talk shit and pin, everyones shit to them, without the knowledge to know, wat im sayin, bitches dont even go, there with me im the shark, your the bitch on the boat, the itch on my dome, you'll hav to stitch up ur throat, wen i slit it if we go, down that road not the bold-,est choice to go with, so sow your mouth shut, and listen up cunt, ive punted cunts like puppies, out my window, before for less than just , interupting my flow, i aint fuckin around, tell me wat you want, on second thought i dont give a fuck, shut the fuck up, dont make a sound, you didnt believe me before, do you believe me now, the crust has cracked, i hav erupt-,ed like lava on ur head, this is my fate til im dead, im sorry this is who i am.. peace!
-J!NXx

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