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Anger so deep, I don't move.
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I am a(n): individual

City: Fox River Grove

State: Illinois

Zip: 60021

Date I Joined Fight With Tools: September 29, 2008

Gender: Male

Sexual Orientation: Straight

Racial/Ethnic Background: Scotish American

About Me: Hi, I'm Peter and it is my goal in life for my future son to stare me in the eyes and with a clear and innocent conscience ask me "Father, what was war?". I'm 15-year-old punk. im currently working on a collection of my writings titled "Diary of a Huwdlum". im in the scouts, it sounds kinda gay but, whatever.

How I would like to change the world:: i wish to have a hand in charities and non-profits all over the city of Chicago. Whenever im driving with friends in the city and we see someone with a sign that says "Help God, I'm Hungry" we oblige (Whenever possible), park the car. walk him to a restaurant and eat and talk. they are people too. they don't just want your material money. what they want more than that is a friend. someone to talk to.

Tools I Have: i have a way with words. i write about anything i can and read it over to try to see it clearer. to find out why, how, and what will happen next. i write poetry when i lay in bed and stare at the ceiling. i think that when you stare at the ceiling at night your mind is free to reflect on the past days endeavors. I like to think i can rap but really i can't. I can also play the didgeridoo! i am also a boy scout lol... it sounds lame but we do a lot of work around the community. renovating buildings, food drives, litter pick up, fund raisers, prairie restoration, surveys, charity advertisement, etc. I am also a musician. i play guitar and bass. I am an artist, and a convict all in the same batch. i TAG. it is the best kind of art for someone like me who is trying to express there mind while pissing people off.

Tools I Need: The only thing i need are others. im kinda alone out here in northern Illinois... im trying to advertise the web site with posters and email so i hope others join... I tend to jump to conclusions (as many of you may know!) but i am now doing my best to think about things thanks to some of you. (Mrs. Lesley, fragglerocker, Amber, Doppple, Artery, and all of my friends on this site) and yes, I NEED MORE SPRAYPAINT!!! I have a horrible temper. I have gotten into way too many fist fights way to early. So, a daily venting tool helps. Talking, MMA, Poetry, etc...

Favorite Bands: Flobots, Bob Marley, Rise Against, Linkin Park, Shinedown, Jason Mraz, Timbaland, Visionarys, Foreigner, Journey, Foghat, One Republic, Foo Fighters, Boyce Avenue, Fort Minor, Eminem, Goo Goo Dolls, Atreyu, Lamb Of God, 50 Cent, Sum 41, Avenged Sevenfold, System of a Down, BB King, Jimi Hendrix, ACDC, The Rolling Stones, Led Zeppelin, Green Day, RageAgainstTheMachine, Dave Mathews Band, Umphrees McGee, Ludacris, RHCP, Van Halen, Stevie Ray Vaughn, Visionary's, The L.A Guns, The Hollywood Roses, Velvet Revolver, John Mayer, Jamie Cullum, Metallica, DJ Shadow, Obie Trice, Jay-Z, Dr. Dre, N.W.A, On A Motor Shore, Rehab, Hinder, Sting. I also go to a lot of musicals... favorites (RENT, Wicked, Avenue Q, Pirate Queen)

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Ashes To The Sea

Ashes to the Sea

Inspired by Mortality.

"Take some ashes," he said, lifting the velvet bag to me.

My hand, suspended in air.

My eyes, looking away.

Past his face, past his being, in the roar of the sea.

"Take some ashes," he said again.

This is your friend. These are her ashes.

Don''t be afraid.

I reached into the grey dust,

Touching her. Toucing what was left of her.

I held the ashes.

The waves,… Continue

Posted on October 18, 2008 at 5:00pm — 5 Comments

My Views On Religion

I was once contemplating on how much time we spend in our religious facilities and praying. I was blown away. About 27,375 hours in a lifetime. if you pray an hour a day and go to church on Sundays. I then found the lack of logic in religion. I agree that there might be some divine power out there but i do not believe that it is the one described in the bible. So until that divine power is found, or i die and find out for myself, I am Atheist.

Posted on October 14, 2008 at 9:02pm — 3 Comments

Wants And Needs

It is important for us to distinguish between want and need. it sounds like something that your parents used to tell you. but its true. to often are we caught up in the immediate want and forget about the eventual need. i have found myself thinking that this is like most American's today. we are to caught up in our TV's to care about what our governments are doing behind our backs. I have realized my faults in this exact topic several months ago. I tore myself from the ole' telle and started… Continue

Posted on October 14, 2008 at 8:56pm — 2 Comments

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At 12:26pm on June 21, 2009, Alicia said…: Hello! We're meeting on the 27th. I know it's a short notice, but I'd love to see you there. I just came back from Denver and I have very exciting updates and news!

Hope to see you there!

At 11:35pm on March 11, 2009, Artery~ said…: Well, I think I didn't like her as much as I did. She broke up with me and I kinda just shrugged. So its back to pimpin' and local visits to Dr.O for me.

(Dr.O take out the . and its Dro :P)

-Arty

At 8:57pm on March 10, 2009, Artery~ said…: I hear you man, so damn confusing. Nothing is simple these days! Agh!

-Arty

At 10:08pm on March 9, 2009, Artery~ said…: Same, same.

Today Violet and I got in a fight.

I stole a few knives from Academy because I was bored, she found out and flipped, she told me to stop doing illegal things, I told her to quit drinking, she told me to do my homework, I told her to be social for a change, and it got pretty bad =\.

At 11:37pm on March 5, 2009, Artery~ said…: Thanks Huwd.

Life's been getting better. A lot better =).
I'm dating a girl named Violet, shes helped me quit drugs. She's amazing. =). I've been happy ever since I met her!
You know that phrase, "Life will always get worse before it gets better"? Well, they did. A lot of my family died, it was getting horrible, then I met Violet, and now things are getting better!

-Artery

At 12:30pm on March 3, 2009, mikethorn said…: no problem man, i wouldnt do it any other way! get back at me whenver ya need to!

At 11:12am on February 4, 2009, Alicia said…: Hello! We're meeting this Saturday. I know you're a bit far from the City, but I really hope you can make it. If you take the train, I can pick you up from Union Station.

At 2:56am on January 21, 2009, mikethorn said…: please get in touch bro, i know what your going through, my best friend was only 16 (and so was i)...i know we dont talk alot but if you ever need to talk, or just have human interaction and get out of your head, im here, i left you my number on the other post, im up at fucked up times, so never be afraid to send me a text!