Nightmares and dream scapes
I sit here alone
The TV down low
I forget things I once did know
I want the pain to just go away
So i can sleep another day
Because in sleep things fade away
I'm at peace in shades of Grey
I awaken with the tide
To prowl the night
Just another lost shadow
Which will fall prey to the light
But the pain still remains
A role of reminder it plays
And brings me back to days of old
When I was young and fresh out of mould
Before the years of hurt and wear
Could dull the mind and bring hatred to bare
Now the tumor of what is to be
Grows and spreads and consumes me
No operation can set me free
I'm damned for all eternity
Soon the rest of you will see
As you stare down that deep dark hole
What ails us all
Is cancer of the soul
Conflictions
I am simplisticly complex
I am a lover and a hater
I am genuine and a faker
I am pretty pretty ugly
I will hold you close and cast you out
I hold your gaze while I pout
I am fearless while I shake with fear
I am nothing but the world revolves around me
I love you all but hate your guts
I am perfectly sane and incredibly nuts
I am hard yet soft as down
I am cold and burn inside
I am sad but my eyes remain dry
I am dead but you see me walk
I am lonely surrounded by friends
I am alone in a sea of faces
I am religious and forsake my God
I am caring but offer no help
I am an asshole with a heart of gold
I am evil I am a man
I am simplisticly complex
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please check out the inland empire group page for information. we are hoping in getting a meeting scheduled soon. hope to see you soon!
Art
ok well call me when u get home.. i tried calling u but i guess ur working.... bye bye
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